You were the one who planted the seed of quiet hope in the back of my mind. With every day passing since we became acquainted it has grown bigger and stronger. My heart is broken, utterly, for the things I wanted to say, the days I wanted to spend, the plans I had to one day stand in front of you and embrace you as a true friend. But my hope remains strong, and now I know what you did for me. You saved me, Sho. Your very existence saved mine. I’m so, so sorry I wasn’t strong enough to return the favor.
Rest up, you’ll be running through my memory forever. ♥
Because my heart hurts way too damn much to be able to write this up myself I’ll reblog this from her. Yusaku we will miss you so much. SO MUCH. I feel like I’m falling apart without you around. I miss our talks, you telling me you were happy to have met me because we both suffer from anxiety and everything else we talked about. I love you, Yusaku and I’ll never ever forget you.